Tell me what would you do
If things had got so complicated
That the lies become true
And the things that made us, now just tear us apart
The feeling you once loved, now rips out your heart
Can we back it up
Back to when we were alive, no worries
We could take our time, no hurry
Things were looking right, not blurry
The future seemed to shine, not dirty
It's all recorded
Our fate is predetermined
There's no orchestra
The world keeps turning
Every day I'm learning that my life
Is a memory of a time when things were right
Can we back it up
Back to when we were alive, no worries
We could take our time, no hurry
Things were looking right, not blurry
The future seemed to shine
February 25, 2013
February 24, 2013
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Love
People have twisted and hated on that word for so long. I think love to me is a beautiful thing. The people that hate love or are afraid I believe, haven't been truly loved in their lives. Love to me is a beautiful thing. Unconditional love does not judge, does not slander, and does not control. To truly love someone is to love without borders and with pure compassion. Have you noticed even if you have been hurt in love, betrayed, lied to, cheated what have you the heart is STILL EAGER to love again. Admit it to yourself or not. We all want to be loved. We all want to place ourselves in a comforting place and let go completely. Compassionate love doesn't come around quite often, especially with these times. Love is the ruler of the world, the drive to everything, to anything. I'm in love with love. Safeguarded, but very much in love with the idea.
People have twisted and hated on that word for so long. I think love to me is a beautiful thing. The people that hate love or are afraid I believe, haven't been truly loved in their lives. Love to me is a beautiful thing. Unconditional love does not judge, does not slander, and does not control. To truly love someone is to love without borders and with pure compassion. Have you noticed even if you have been hurt in love, betrayed, lied to, cheated what have you the heart is STILL EAGER to love again. Admit it to yourself or not. We all want to be loved. We all want to place ourselves in a comforting place and let go completely. Compassionate love doesn't come around quite often, especially with these times. Love is the ruler of the world, the drive to everything, to anything. I'm in love with love. Safeguarded, but very much in love with the idea.
Formal
You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be?
You're frozen, when your heart's not open.
But it really fits to me
How can life be what you want it to be?
You're frozen, when your heart's not open.
But it really fits to me
Are You?
Breaking into the world with docile behavior
Vomiting from the smell of trash
Even the breath I breathe is dreadful
It feels unbearable -- Are you scared?
There is sufficient probability the world will be destroyed
Your weak souls will squirm
Everything will be stained with crimson -- Are you scared?
For the fools who have the nerve to investigate
I will leave no record of their interference
When the dust scatters there will be destruction
At any moment I can sever your breath
Although you stubbornly keep breathing
This must be the trivial world
I'm not sure what will become of it
The world will panic from the attack
I lose interest in the scenery and cause an uproar
Having to look for trash within trash is a surprise
Everything will be stained in crimson -- Are you scared?
We'll cut the given numbers
Your selfish arguments are unnecessary
I commend you for your challenging attempt with your mortal life
But I'll surely be behind you at any moment
Expert hands will lead you to your destination
My prediction was right. This is the trivial world
I'm not sure what will become of it
Vomiting from the smell of trash
Even the breath I breathe is dreadful
It feels unbearable -- Are you scared?
There is sufficient probability the world will be destroyed
Your weak souls will squirm
Everything will be stained with crimson -- Are you scared?
For the fools who have the nerve to investigate
I will leave no record of their interference
When the dust scatters there will be destruction
At any moment I can sever your breath
Although you stubbornly keep breathing
This must be the trivial world
I'm not sure what will become of it
The world will panic from the attack
I lose interest in the scenery and cause an uproar
Having to look for trash within trash is a surprise
Everything will be stained in crimson -- Are you scared?
We'll cut the given numbers
Your selfish arguments are unnecessary
I commend you for your challenging attempt with your mortal life
But I'll surely be behind you at any moment
Expert hands will lead you to your destination
My prediction was right. This is the trivial world
I'm not sure what will become of it
Off
I'm safe, but I'm a little outside
I'm gonna laugh, when I'm buried alive.
I'll dig you up With shovel in hand, Toss away despair
follow your command.
The things reflected in my eyes have no meaning
The things that could not be reflected in my eyes, do not exist.
If you don't understand my silence, you'll never understand my words.
Hope is the worst of evils, for it prolongs the torment of man.
So, just kill me already.
Darkened skin,
Afraid to see,
Radiate,
Open lips,
Keep smiling for me
I'm gonna laugh, when I'm buried alive.
I'll dig you up With shovel in hand, Toss away despair
follow your command.
The things reflected in my eyes have no meaning
The things that could not be reflected in my eyes, do not exist.
If you don't understand my silence, you'll never understand my words.
Hope is the worst of evils, for it prolongs the torment of man.
So, just kill me already.
Darkened skin,
Afraid to see,
Radiate,
Open lips,
Keep smiling for me
February 18, 2013
Illusion
Illusions in the air, unfulfilled dreams and a life without sharing,
our hearts have flown and our souls have lost in a questions lagoon.
We have fell in a lonely abyss and neither you and i know how we got here.
Hitting the walls, going against the grain, its a never ending fight.
Whats gonna happen? How its gonna end up? We will never know
our hearts have flown and our souls have lost in a questions lagoon.
We have fell in a lonely abyss and neither you and i know how we got here.
Hitting the walls, going against the grain, its a never ending fight.
Whats gonna happen? How its gonna end up? We will never know
Nєvєr Fαlliη'
With so many things that are supposed to give you pleasure surrounding you, how could anyone be so lonely and unfulfilled.
All these things around me that superficially would seem to bring me pleasure, have just made the numbness worse and noticeable through my soul.
These demons are fighting for me and even fighting each other over my soul. Of course these things look enticing, but my soul is not swayed.
My soul will win with innocence.
In the end all of these things will destroy themselves with the chaos they create. They will all fall away from me and fade out of my life. I will be left just how I started, Innocent.
And when you make it through the storm, you have only yourself to judge. If you can accept and carry yourself through the midst of fire. You will be born again.. in a sense..... Innocent.
February 16, 2013
〄 ㈥
Like the quickening of the blood, the pure heart energy of our fires. River rushing through the blackest night, moon in eclipse..still turning, burning towards absolute tranquility of dawn. Onwards a vibrate yearning in our veins that flickers between dimensions and time tears at the limits of our dreams and desires
February 15, 2013
Hєαяts A Mє§§
Let me peer inside
Let me in where only your thoughts have been
Let me occupy your mind.. as you do mine
You've lost, too much love
to fear, doubt, and distrust {not enough}
You just threw away the key {to your heart}
You don't get burned {'cause nothing gets through}
It makes it easier {easier on you}
That much more difficult for me
To make you see
Your heart's a mess
You won't admit to it
It makes no sense
But I'm desperate to connect
And you... can't live like this
Love ain't safe
You won't get hurt if you stay chaste
So you can wait
But I don't wanna waste..... my love...
Your heart's a mess
You won't admit to it
It makes no sense
But I'm desperate to connect
And you .....can't live like this
" "
“People praise you for what they suppose is in you,
but you must blame your soul for what you know is in you." -Abn-Tal
but you must blame your soul for what you know is in you." -Abn-Tal
Frєє
What does 'freedom' mean?
Does the eagle want to swim in the sea, Restricted by the sky?
Does the fish want to dance on the wind, Not enough river to explore?
Does the fish want to dance on the wind, Not enough river to explore?
Yet the sky is freedom for the bird but death for the fish
The sea is wide for the fish but will engulf the bird.
We ask for freedom but freedom to do what? We can only express our nature as it was created.
The prayer mat of the earth is freedom
Freedom from slavery to other than the One
Who offers an shoreless ocean of love to swim in
A horizon that extends to the next life,
A horizon that extends to the next life,
Yet we chose the prison and call it freedom....?
February 4, 2013
Timєlєss
So just stay with me
Don't give up on me
Don't turn me away
I'll hold your hand in mine
Until the end, the end of time
Will you lose your hold on me someday?
Will my smile fade in a flood of tears
Or can you keep those fears at bay?
Echoing, distant voices
Wither into silence.
But theirs one thing that
will never age..
My love for you is T i m e l e s s
Pain that won't heal
Sadness that you feel
Don't give up on me
Don't turn me away
I'll hold your hand in mine
Until the end, the end of time
Will you lose your hold on me someday?
Will my smile fade in a flood of tears
Or can you keep those fears at bay?
Echoing, distant voices
Wither into silence.
But theirs one thing that
will never age..
My love for you is T i m e l e s s
Pain that won't heal
Sadness that you feel
A future we cannot see
All happiness find meaning in the story
In time the clouds will clear away
So just stay with me
Don't give up on me
Don't turn me away
Don't turn me away
I'll hold your hand in mine
Until the end, the end of time
Until the end, the end of time
ΜΟΛΩΝ ΛΑΒΕ
Drowning memories stepped in crime down the sea
He went out once more on an endless journey
Even if the fierce wind blew away his smile
He went out once more on an endless journey
Even if the fierce wind blew away his smile
He has courage in his heart
That Someday he shall meet his dream
That Someday he shall meet his dream
Because you are someone
who would smile despite being hurt,
right now, without contemplating,
I want to gently warm your heart
...
I want to keep gazing at you
like a white lighthouse
casting its light
to the end of the sea
I wanna write forever
because that's what I see
Take all your doubts
Take all your worries
Take all your pain
Smash them all..and show you
That we can learn to love again, to mend and infuse into one another...
-We all die. The goal isn't to live forever; the goal is to create something that will
February 1, 2013
Iηfiηiтє
Even
After
All this time
The sun never says
To the earth
"You owe me"
Look
What happens
With a love like that.
It lights the
Whole
Sky
After
All this time
The sun never says
To the earth
"You owe me"
Look
What happens
With a love like that.
It lights the
Whole
Sky
January 30, 2013
Thє Oηe
Ya Rabb, Please grant me the one
Who will be the garment for my soul
Who will satisfy half of my deen
And in doing so make me whole
Make him righteous and on your path
In all he'll do and also say
Reminding me to always pray
May he earn from halaal sources
And spend within his means
May he seek Allah's guidance always
To fulfill all his dreams
May he always refer to Qur'an
and the Sunnah as his moral guide
May he thank and appreciate Allah
For the woman at his side
May he be conscious of his anger
And often fast and pray
Be charitable and sensitive
In every possible way
May he honour and protect me
And guide me in this life
And make me worthy
to be his loving wife
And finally, O Allah!
Make him abundant in love and laughter
In taqwa and sincerity
In striving for the hereafter
Whєяє?
During the endless days…
And the darkened nights…
I waited upon your return
So I could adjust my ways…
And achieve my rights…
& all the bad memories, you burn
With every tear that I cried
I saw you; envisioning you near
It’s funny how many times I lied
Telling myself you’d come next year
Where were you… When my life fell apart…
I waited for you… Through painful dart…
I called out to you… you never replied…
I gave up on you…last time I died.
And the darkened nights…
I waited upon your return
So I could adjust my ways…
And achieve my rights…
& all the bad memories, you burn
With every tear that I cried
I saw you; envisioning you near
It’s funny how many times I lied
Telling myself you’d come next year
Where were you… When my life fell apart…
I waited for you… Through painful dart…
I called out to you… you never replied…
I gave up on you…last time I died.
Uηsαιd
Listen closely to the rhythm of the cries
Choked out in sobs from where the heart lies
Torn apart, in a chamber, where none can see
Locked and chained, in the dark, where it’ll always be
Watch the scars blossom in the cloak of the night
Then twinkle with the stars when they can no longer fight
Open up in surrender and pour out the pain
Hidden so deep within, it’ll drive you insane
Touch the ice cold skin & read between the lines
Of regret and loneliness and weak vital signs
That dies with every passing day
Silently thudding words it cannot say.
'Liєf
There in the sadness we are less sensitive to the sublime and we do not remember. We are detached, we are blackened by madness and we are flattened from our selves as spheres into droning circles, opaque with the fear of what cannot be seen. we are just like before, mirrored and folded, over and over leveled down to our auxiliaries . and that's the hereafter , the where, the part when despair is found as part of the foundation of our re-birth into the great ever
الآخرة
الآخرة
January 29, 2013
My Wσrld
In my perfect little world, people greet,
they kiss and hug each time they meet.
Friends hold hands, and calm your fears;
they stick around to wipe your tears.
But in the world today, we just don’t care,
and showing love is somewhat rare.
When times are fun all friends are near,
then things get tough and most disappear.
In my perfect little world, we give and share;
we make it a point, to show we care.
We live to love, and love to live,
and find it easy to forgive.
But in the world today we strive on greed,
and crave the things we rarely need.
We step on others to get our way,
and hurt with what we do or say.
In my perfect little world, children smile,
and parents go that extra mile.
No child is ever harmed or hurt,
abused or treated just like dirt.
But in the world today most people cry,
and only pray in case they die.
We’ve given in to all that’s bad,
and then complain that life is hard.
In my perfect little world were all the same
and life is not a spiteful game.
People are loyal, honest and just,
and value the gift of friendship and trust.
But in the world today it seems,
we’ve lost all hope or goals and dreams.
Malicious acts are seen as witty,
I think it’s sad and such a pity.
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